Spend some time today setting personal goals and thinking about something you can (realistically) look forward to in your personal life. We need to take or minds off of this obsessive waiting for a few minutes. It helps. Also, spend some seriously quiet time with the Lord. Listen to Christian music - it's VERY soothing.

I for one, have a full-time job (working from home is the one good thing that came from 2020) and need to FOCUS on earning my keep. I have NOT been productive for too long.